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Master,
I was desperately hoping that you would make me cum Sunday
morning. No, you put me back in the belt knowing there's
no relief until Wednesday. After the initial disappointment,
the thrill of being entirely under your control and denied
access to my cock and balls was immense and I couldn't wait
to throw off my clothes when we got back to the house. It
felt so good and so very natural to be naked wearing the
belt.
Also,
I realised that this is how it would be always now. When
I arrive I will be wearing the belt as when I leave. It
will become part of me. So I guess, I shouldn't need to
be prompted when I enter the house, I should strip off immediately
to present your 24/7 slave in his permanent bondage attire.
Not
cumming though is not the issue. I think it's about ensuring
for health reasons that the fluids don't build up in the
prostate etc. Prostate milking is a solution I have read
about that will ensure the ejaculation of fluid without
orgasm. It is very pleasurable to the male, but still deprives
him of a climax. It sounds a very useful way of maintaining
control over the slave, retaining full control but maintaining
sexual health as well. I think I would find that very acceptable.
And since I will no longer have any means to pleasure myself
with my cock and balls, my arse has suddenly become a very
important source for that!
It is now wonderfully comfortable and so very sexy-looking
and stimulating! Of course I am wandering around the house
wearing just the belt, having to remember to put pants on
to go outside! It is a warm secure tightness around my crotch
which is constantly reminding me that I have (working) genitals
and simultaneously that I have no access, nor any other.
I am constantly being aroused and because any erection is
contained within the cage, I can now have the most enormous
hard on in public! What is interesting is the effect of
driving, being on the train/tube. The vibration in my balls
is somehow exaggerated resulting in the most tender ball
ache: again only serving to remind me of my sexuality and
that it is now entirely in the control of my Master. Even
as I write this, I have a strong erection and my balls feel
wonderful, it's like stimulation without wanking and of
course no possibility of orgasm. That's also what makes
it special, knowing I cannot cum means that the sensations
can come and go constantly, so arousal is continuous and
without climax, it's like one long foreplay, so very horny
all the time.
I
realise that's another function: to keep a slave in constant
readiness, no matter how far away he is. You will know that
I am extraordinarily aware of my sex, probably experiencing
another balls ache and you are in total control the whole
time! In the cage when I awake thinking of all these and
other things, I realised too that the words: I am enslaved
through this device 24/7 actually do mean something.
It has become real. I am still in fact enslaved by you as
I sit at home writing this. When I was out clubbing, I felt,
strangely, totally free through the fact of being in this
bondage. WYSIWYG - the belt is real, so no pressure to interact
with others in a way that I might otherwise have felt compelled
to: WYSIWYG - this boy is a man's slave - the belt is locked
and his master keeps the key.
By
giving his Master full control over his sexual functioning,
this slave boy has given his ultimate gift to his Master
who has accepted it with enthusiasm. What more can a boy
hope for! I cannot yet fully articulate the thrill of knowing
it and being it. It is the reality which is enormous and,
so far, very satisfying. Thank you again for the gift of
the device which has enabled me to give you the gift of
my sex a little sooner than anticipated.
This
is the other aspect of the reality that I will explore over
time. Normally we think of the sessional master/slave relationship
as a short-lived reality then back to the real world etc.
What I now understand is that through this 24/7 chastity
enslavement, we have my slave reality as the constant factor
in the 'real' or other world. There is by this simple but
so very effective device, a reversal of the poles. My enslavement
to you is now a reality. There is no question about that:
it is constantly with me 24 hours a day for as long as I
wear the device.
Well,
I thought you would like to hear about my experiences so
far. It is deeply satisfying and so what I want and need.
I know that it's early days and the real test will come
with the steel device and serious long term chastity, but
it's as if this is a natural course. I am all the more convinced
that my future sexual and spiritual fulfilment is in 24/7
enslavement through enforced chastity. I am so very pleased
that you are willing to do this and so enthusiastically.
your
slave dog
chainedmale

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