my chastity slave manifesto

The primary submissive role i need is as a 'chastity slave'.

As a chastityslave, the ideal i aspire to is to is neither to experience ejaculation or expect to - ever.

i am exploring my potential to be in the mindset of 'slave' 24/7 through enforced chastity.

To achieve this i am looking for a Master for regular meetings who has an understanding of the role of enforced chastity in a Master/slave interaction. Such a man would enjoy controlling me by keeping me in a state of 24/7 chastity. i desire very much to be locked down in the longer term by a Master who might prefer his slave never to ejaculate - or at least to enforce genuinely long term periods of non-ejaculation.

Such a Master controls his slave by keeping him locked in a chastity belt 24/7 when not in service; wearing the belt continuously; a constant reminder of role and status.

As a chastityslave, i regard my penis, my testicles and their contents as owned by my Master; my semen remains unreleased; i will not expect to feel the rush of semen ejaculating through my penis. The pleasure i get from this is by giving up all control of my sex and getting into a slave mentality. consequently, i am always horny and sexually alert; my body's need for a sexual outlet becomes diverted and i become more orally and anally oriented and receptive.

i regard being prevented from using my penis and being denied ejaculation as a gift of alternative male sexuality; a privilege and a sublime pleasure; its compensatory pleasures permit me continuous sexual feelings without the experience of closure following ejaculatory orgasm.

As a chastityslave, my keyholder is my Master by default; he gains ownership of my penis and testicles to treat as he wishes and so this might mean they are used, or not; it might mean the belt is not removed at a meeting; it is entirely in the hands of the Master and that is exciting, sustaining the thrill of the meeting and continuing after being locked back down. But the over-riding reality is being locked down 24/7 and not ejaculating.

i love being butt plugged to fill me and stimulate my prostate and milk the fluid there; i always try to graduate quickly from the medium plug to the large one. i have found that while plugged and sexually stimulated, i have experienced multiple anal orgasms of beautiful intensity, but have not ejaculated which has been important; the feeling is totally satisfying and an appropriate outlet for a chastityslave as there is neither closure nor ejaculate as with conventional male ejaculatory orgasm.

i eagerly devour my Master's penis, inducing his ejaculation, enjoying his orgasm as my own by proxy.

i thrill as my Master penetrates me, filling my slave body with his free and erect male sex; my anal spasms urging him; his ecstasy and mine, shooting his seed into me, his chastity slave who will never again feel the pleasure of his own semen spurting through his confined & restrained penis.

i also desire the metal restraints, steel collar, chains, cage and other accoutrements in the role to reinforce the idea of being a slave in inescapable steel restraint in captivity. This is for me equally a fun and important part of the alternative sexual outlet enhancing my experience as a chastityslave. i need restraint; i need my steel collar.

When in service, i enjoy being kept naked, collared and chained, etc ready for use or for none, caged, as the Master sees fit. the important thing is being kept collared and chained, the collar is a wonderful feeling, representing the master's claim of ownership in a physical and unequivocal manner; being chained or in restraints imposes a discipline on the slave, also representing the master's control and also is an important erotic factor: a slave acquires an erotic beauty in chains, a vulnerability.

i see my default state as naked, belted and chained, but if the Master is gear-oriented; he can always choose how i am to be presented; if my master chooses that i wear items that enhance his experience and pleasure, i am happy to do that: hoods, muzzles, gags, mitts, harnesses, boots - as the master sees fit.

i enjoy cbt/ ball work as a particular joy of being male: the mix of pain and intense pleasure when my testicles are tied, weighted, squeezed or pulled is exquisite and much enhanced in enforced chastity; the sweet ache of full testicles is divine - but there is the danger of inducing ejaculation by over-working them which is a thrill and one which i hope to explore with an understanding and skilfull Master!

i have many fantasies and desires where my testicles are used and abused: experiencing the exquisite pain/pleasure as they are beaten & squeezed; the body's natural instinct to ejaculate ever-present, but always suppressed; the torture continuing in periods of alternating pain, pleasure and calm; my Master's pleasure in inflicting these torments, skilfully playing my body's urge for relief, but always denying the ultimate closure and forbidden release of semen;

long afterwards, i feel the ache of my swollen testicles with their unreleased and captive semen; my frustrated penis hard and throbbing in its steel prison, acknowledging my continuing sexual arousal.